Teacher/guide wanted please

Hi, I'm new to wicca and witchcraft. One thing I know for sure is that I feel the pull from the moon, hence I have chosen my God/Dess to be Nyx and Erebus . Before I start any kind of spell work though, I want to get more connect spiritually with the divine. I feel as though I sense them, and my belief is real, but I want to further my relationship with them before I start my workings. I also believe that opening my mind up to the God/Dess will be the ultimate meditation and spiritulism and will help heal my mind/soul after years of bad depression and will also open the door for my sick body to follow. Please, if anyone can offer some guidance as to how I can accomplish this, I would be very grateful. Thanks!

***Lady Labyrinth and Stellaluna ( kitty familiar in training :P )