I wanted to get out of Lloyd and I did now I'm here in Banff and really I want to run away again.. It's not what I had hoped it would be, I figured I'd make tons of friends here and love my job. But here I am feeling second par to the other girls here and frusterated and anxious about my new job. And it's not just new job jitters, I enjoyed it at first but now that I know what I'm doing I can't stand it, I feel so run down all the time. I've gained so much weight in the past few months and I… Continue
Just yesterday I went to the grave of my ex-girlfriend who passed away not too long ago. It was the first time I had ever been there.... however, I knew exactly where to go and where the grave was. When I got there, hopping across her body.... were two frogs (her favorite animals.) And not too far from the grave was a turtle (one of my favorite animals.) So I put them together on top of her body and watched them. I had my ipod turned all the way up and the song When I Get Where I'm Going by… Continue
It's funny how things can happen in an instant when you least expect it to. Some times we even still see it coming yet it conks us over. Yeah I'm in love right now.I never saw it coming. I used to feel that I would never fin that special someone. I never expected for me to just know that this was the one for me. I know it sounds kinda tacky, but it's true to an extent. Love happens when you leased expect it as long as you never fully give up on it.
I woke up today realizing how incredibly blessed i am. To have so many people who care about me and love me, and appreciate me for the person I am. To be able to walk out of my front door and see all the beauty and wonder in Mother Nature, and to be able to let her heal me. To be able to have the freedom of choice in my life, to know that what I choose is because I am passionate about it and I feel that it will lead me to better things in life. I feel blessed that I can express myself through… Continue
once I was in the dark
once I was the darkness that people feared
I have been look for what I have now
I have been here and there
looking under rocks and up in trees for this love
I have been fighting to long to find her
her eyes are every thing I can think of
her hair so soft
wen she smiles she brings light my dark room I was in for so long
her touch is nice and soft
her face is so warming to look at
Here's Johnny!!! lol well no not really just me but hey I'm back finally. All has turned out....well better then expected. I have a bit of a walk to get a connection but hey it'sworth it. I miss talking to you all lol. I hope things are going well for everyone.
I am know on here as Lenore and i believe that i am well liked. I do not believe that i have any enemies on this website. I do realize that i have not been on recently but that is due to complications that have accrued recently. I should be able to get on more often now.
Recently i have been dealing with so much. Alot of it is really hard to explain. I guess that if you really wish to know the details you can ask.
The point of this is that lately i have been… Continue
i have practically searced the entire internet to find roms to play, because i dont have the money to get the games themselves, and ii can only find bs sites that ask you to vote and when you do they say you didnt do it right.. RIOIOCRJKLEFHJUGFRHUGFHHJHJDGHOGHH@@$%^$%@@#%^&@#$%^#$%#$%$%. IS p.ING ME OFF. i wish i could find them, and if you all havent heard about rhapsody of fire, the band from italy, please buy their entire albums, they are so cool
erricca and i went to one of her little friends dylans b- day party over the weekend. she didnt want the cake, or the games, orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr the pinata, she just wanted to swim, and swim, and swim, ugh. anyway i finished all 4 twilight books. is she going to write anymore about bella and edward, or of the cullens? i hope so, and i am a giganticly humoungously big fan of harry potter, but the ending of book 7 was a little bit of a put out, to me anyway. others who havent red it, go read… Continue
Before we get into the meat of the matter, I want to throw out a few ideas, philosophies if you will, which are relevant to the discussion. The first is: Nothing happens by accident. The second: We are all here for a reason. The third: There is a Higher Power. The fourth: We are meant to interact with each other, working toward a positive outcome. If you agree with these, then we have some common ground. If you do not, please take the following into consideration from your viewpoint and arrive… Continue
as the sun rose today I stood out side just listening to every ting and feeling ever thing I could hear the winds and the birds singing I could feel the love and the warmth from the sun I am so in love and I really have not felt this way about any one but it feels so great to know that she love me the same way as I am taking this all in I feel I can take any thing coming my way and beat it on day she will be by my side to do the same with me it just takes time but I know she is mine…Continue
I just heard some news today and it got me thinking. Of all the horrible things that could happen to me I found out that one of my great friends has cancer. Thyroid cancer too. And even though it was not anybody I was related to, it still got me thinking about how it does run in my family. I have to constantly think that all will be well and that everything happens for a reason. However, sometimes this theory is harder to take to heart when it comes to yourself. So many times I have had dreams… Continue
Added by Kodi Jimenez on May 1, 2009 at 5:50pm —
It had been years sense I had last seen him. However, that didn't stop me from recognizing him instantly. Frankly he is one of the few people I've met in my long years who moved me. Someone you can never forget, no matter the time or distance. He felt me before I saw him, I could feel him searching. Though when he finally saw me, half hidden behind this dirty phone booth, it was as if he had seen a living ghost. Ha, ghost indeed. To him that's exactly what I am. A memory, sad and painful, that… Continue
i wonder what everyone is doing for beltane, i wish i had a partner so i can "participate" in the festival, but seeings as i dont well, ill just have to use my plastic............. ............. ..... ...sword and get a ..........drinking cup and use some rosemary to burn and do that.
( you guys are soo bad ;) )
do the witchy thing witches do on beltane. everyone have fun, lots of fun. and ill see you all later.