Carabella's Blog – June 2009 Archive (8)

Enter me
Fill my veins with cold bliss.
Entrancing Jolt.
Nothing could feel better than this.

Light up my soul
Let this magic take hold.
Complete state of euphoria.

Shake me.
Let your electricity fuel my heart.
Cosume me.
Don't let this just be the start.

All this energy is
magnified by your existence.
This love in natural form.

Hold onto me forever.

~J.Kelly

sometimes its just too hard to take the trials and tribulations alone and that time is now for me. i wake up not wanting to open my eyes, start a new day...or even talk to anyone. I go to bed feeling like the lonliest soul in the galaxy, knowing that the soul i search for is lightyears away. these feelings that i have....they are the easy way out. i want to know happiness and have a free heart again....i just feel so alone in the journey to that. i'm not one to be such a downer, but i just feel… Continue

TAKE IT.
This feeling of repulsion.
This new emptiness.
This bittersweet reality.
TEAR IT.
Make it not matter.
These thin fragile emotions.
The trust and passion.
REPLACE IT.
Build this fortress.
Protect what is precious.
The hurt is army enough.
SHIELD IT.
No need to try.
Let it take its own defense.
Instinct is my weapon of choice.

RED
skin tingles
hair stands
eyes haze.
ORANGE
feel weightless
blood hot
adrenaline released.
BLUE
eyes burn
body burning
completely consumed.
RAGE
hold it
release it
conquer it.

All around

Intrigue & Astound



Expression-full

Sad & Lull



Expression-less

Nervous & Timid



All around

Faces & Energy



Hold their hand

Broken & Shattered



Take them in

Shame & Regret



All around

Grief & Lonely



Heal their hearts

Closure & Forgive



Light the way

Love & Compassion



All around

Content &… Continue

Feel the moisture,

Inside of that heat.

Breathe it in,

Let it be you.



Touch the bark,

On that oak tree.

Leave it on your skin,

Let it be you.



Welcome the sun,

On your glowing face.

Bask in it,

Let it be you.



Put your ear,

To the ground.

Hear that heartbeat,

Let it be you.



Feel the wind,

Rush over your body.

Have it embrace you,

Let it be you.



Know that She,

Is… Continue

I met a snail yesterday. A really small, shell-less snail, who taught me a life lesson. Slow down, you don't have to know your direction, you only have to navigate a small amount, destiny will lead you where you need to go. These are the answers I have been searching for....and were an awakening for me. My snail sensei. I needed to share this with everyone....when you are having trouble or can't clear your mind...look to Gaia to guide you. She holds the answers and serenity that we all seek.… Continue

Slithering every so slowly,
to destination at which...
is a guess at best.

Knowing this journey,
is for a reason...
not knowing why.

One more step,
another exhale...
not gonna fail.

Keep a steady pace,
keep the task in focus...
not gonna rush this.

Enter the decay,
shed the dead...
will be renewed in the end.

~J.Kelly