New?

I am new to this stuff, these feelings.
Not really sure how to take any of it. I believe the smile on my face, and the way my heart beats fast when he looks at me.
I don't know how to react to this.
My mind likes to go to a place that makes me cry.
It goes to a place where we aren't around anymore. Where I am alone. Where mourning takes the place of love.
love alone fear death life
I am telling myself I love him. The way my heart beats, the way it tells me...I know I love him.
Uncertainties are does he love me? Do I really make him happy? Do I really cause him to smile and be happy like he does to me?
Should I worry about this? Should I even be concerned?
Accept it! Understand it! Trust it!
He love me!