A poem by My Sweet Renee', Rest in Peace, I miss you so....
An Angel’s view
Standing on this roof top
Staring at the dark nite
How calm the sparkling lights look
The city spreading herself like in a book
How cold is this nite!
How fair are your starry skies!
This gentle breeze
How it my dress does tease
All seems at peace
But what lies under thee
Is not beauty
Millions of tears, I feel
Beat at my heart’s every fear
In anguish I feel all the pain
From the dead in their cold graves
To the silent weeping of a lost lover
I hear their distressed calls
Streaming through my minds hall
This veil of hurt
Calls me from my rest
It is so loud
It wakes the dead
Why am I cursed with all these emotions?
How can I be at ease amid all this pain!
The hate, the tears, the crimes
I feel each stabbing blow
Why is this life so slow?
Cold, hungry and alone
Their cry for just a piece of bread
But slaves we would rather make them
Forcing our sexual disgust upon them
How can I be at peace!
How can I take rest!
Cheated lovers, broken hearts
My gut is wrenching
Lost hopes, begging for forgiveness
I feel this pain
Where the fuck is the soothing rain
Wrong words said
Now she lies among the dead
If only? Is all that is said!
Comrades in arms
Fighting to bring peace
Can’t they understand!
There is no release
For wars shall never cease
For only the innocent shall suffer
Why are their beliefs so wrong?
In this life you are born weak and helpless
Then grow to believe you are strong
Yet the actions you make
Will leave ours in hurt and pain
Stop this Blood rain
So looking out over these dark skies
You don’t fool me, in your quiet peace
For this endless pain I feel will never cease
One step is what I should take
The a short fall
And it will end this all
But these wings on my back I feel
The Goddess gave
My plight is the world to save
Yet I am only one
And this evil is so strong
How can I now rest!
When this life is doing her best
To destroy it’s self