dreams?Life? yeah why not lets talk and listen

It's funny how things can happen in an instant when you least expect it to. Some times we even still see it coming yet it conks us over. Yeah I'm in love right now.I never saw it coming. I used to feel that I would never fin that special someone. I never expected for me to just know that this was the one for me. I know it sounds kinda tacky, but it's true to an extent. Love happens when you leased expect it as long as you never fully give up on it.

It's funny when life decided to throw us curve balls. Yesterday a friend hurt his leg and was trapped in 3 feet of weather in a storm. I raced out to go help him and got drenched to where even water proof wind breakers were drenched through. he ended up out of harms way. The scary thing is he has a wife and a daughter that recently came into life.

It makes me think of all the people who have husbands that have gone into battle to fight that never return. leaving a wife widowed, or left widowed with a child. It's scary to think that you can go so far yet miss out on so much.

We as people put up barriers so that we don't get hurt. But what happens when those barriers break? We are left feeling even emptier then ever. I am starting to realize that in some ways it's better to find a way to be open.For in truth I am discovering that what most people want...I mean REALLY want is to have or know someone they can fully open up too. To have someone in there lives who will be able to listen and care about them. So yeah life does throw us curve balls. It does hurt it does suck monkeys and coconuts (lol i said monkeys and coconuts ) but hey some times we get more out of it then we realize and it's that I think that we need to hold onto.

To finish I would like to sum it up with a few lyrics to a song called Iris by the GooGooDolls. " you can't fight the tears that aint coming all the moments of truth in your life when everything feels like the movies yeah you plead just to know your alive when everything meant to be broken I just want you to know who I am."

In the end isn't that what we want someone to know who we really are tome that is the closest to heaven.