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I think there for I am…

I think there for I am, the only fear I have is that one day I won’t give a damn, about what I can do, let alone what I want to do, I don’t want to ever be ruled by what I can never do. Who ever think he a clever dude, but fails without even trying to succeed, be a fair weather fool, even a failure can do better than you, so whatever dude. Do you.

A sophisticated palate, can taste the truth and distinguish characters that are valid or invalid, those that ass kiss should be dismissed as servile sycophants who spout bullshit words while they breath smell like tossed salad.

Sometimes I feel like atlas, the weight of the world be choking a bitches last breath, But without struggle no peace and surely no state of mind, when X clan spat this, I struggled to comprehend this, understand this and grasp this.

I no longer focus on not being homogenous, I can be myself and be at peace with myself being androgynous no longer envying the common for their ability to blend, because everybody has their own opinion on what exactly common is.

I can be harder than penitentiary steel and stone, send chills through your bones just with a couple of words and my vocal tones, accompanied or alone, I’m always at home, prone to work ritual spells and ceremonies in my inner spiritual, mental and astral zones. Y’all need to understand whether it be hell or heaven, I’m always going to be like “Let’s act full grown, ya’ll mutha fucka’s know that mama’s home!!”

I never planned this, I know sometimes those around me can’t really stand this Drag Queen who seems to be the epitome of frivolity, though has the mind of a psionic genius and is often times psychically inclined, with inter-dimensional abilities, that make her deeper than the mysteries of the Bermuda and Sable triangles or the mysteries of Atlantis.

I think there for I am, the only fear I have is that one day I won’t give a damn, about what I can do, let alone what I want to do, I don’t want to ever be ruled by what I can never do. Who ever think he a clever dude, but fails without even trying to succeed, be a fair weather fool, even a failure can do better than you, so whatever dude. Do you.

Why should I be expected to be subservient? Somehow less deserving is, how some fools want a mentally or physically transgendered human being to act, as society monitors what I do, what I say what feel who I love and what I write judging everything I am, right down to the wording with,

Hate and classify my dual polarity having personality, feeling uncomfortable with how comfortable I am with my psychosexuality they choose to define me as having a psychiatric condition in the DSM like gender dysmorphia and thus society’s ostracizing of people like me becomes legitimized because of a newly defined dysfunctionality.

In reality? I have been fighting since day one. I’ve been the Mexican, The Nigger before I ever was the gay one. I’m proud to be all of them just as much as I am proud to be the gay son. The Queen that inherited the mean to educate the lewd, the crude, the ignorant, the naïve and obscene.

I have been ghetto tested and hood approved, Grew up in east side E hood, Spent some time in Inglewood, Mexico City hopping through subways and neighborhoods with family and friends some of those times was real good. But don’t get the shit twisted Baroness be all hood.

I laugh where once I brought my wrath when asked why am I so angry? As I see societies, media, business and industries, making mockeries, of a people which leads to a worldwide blood bath of all those that are GLBT. As the world turns and nobody wants to know and nobody wants to go there or see. That this is why I’m pissed and this is why this Queen is always on the ready.

I never have to pretend to be, by my very nature, I am designed so that people will remember me, I’m learning to forgive and not to hate those that have tried to kill my spirit and those that found joy as they offended me, I promise you I am as faithful a friend as I am deadly as an enemy.

I think there for I am, the only fear I have is that one day I won’t give a damn, about what I can do, let alone what I want to do, I don’t want to ever be ruled by what I can never do. Who ever think he a clever dude, but fails without even trying to succeed, be a fair weather fool, even a failure can do better than you, so whatever dude. Do you.

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