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Knowing you,
knowing this...
could've been more,
could've been bliss.

Chose not to jump,
chose not to dive.
maybe its the only thing,
that will keep me alive.

I let it go,
I let it slip.
thought it was turning,
thought it was gonna flip.

never made it that far,
never let it consume me.
did i close my eyes to it,
or fail what was to be?

never knew then,
never i will.