Kodi Jimenez's Blog – June 2009 Archive (7)

Kiss of pleasure

Mixed with pain

Silent horrors fill me eyes

Rhythmic drumming erase my sins

Inside my soul longs a need

Begging to be fulfilled

My heart aches for your touch

It fills me with desire

To live another day without you

Is to live in eternal Hell

A deep yearning rising from my core

My existence depends on you

Do you desire me

As much as I desire you?



Yup, here's another poem I penned while it was late at… Continue

You are my rising sun

You are what gets me through the day

You ease my fear and make life worth living

You make it possible for sleep to come



Without you I'm devoid of happiness

I see no point in going on

To find you sleeping soundly in my bed

Is to see contentment in my life



You are my guardian angel

You watch over my every move

You keep me safe at all times

You show me the true meaning of love



Without you I am… Continue

Panic attacks suck, quite frankly. I have been having them quite frequently lately. Some days are better than others but its the bad days that make me want to crack my head open and insert a new brain. It really hurts.... not knowing if the panic is from inside of yourself and is therefore not really a valid reason to panic or if there is a real reason that you should be panicking. Should you panic if you're at the grocery store and all of a sudden you can't find the exit (even though you have… Continue

To cascade in an ocean

And fall to an endless sea

Listen to the waves

Rolling at your feet



The air flowing through your body

Breezes course through your veins

Caressing the aches of yesterday

Taking away your pains



Heat rising from your center

Blazing in your eyes

Echoes from your lungs

Breathe deep the ash as others cry



Ground yourself in the earth

Dig farther than ever before

Revel in Mother… Continue

Lying in my bed at night

I wonder where my life is leading

I could only hope for love to find me

And show me without fearing



I sit up and stare at the walls

And see what no one else has

I see myself for who I am

Only one knows of my true brass



Standing up and walking out

Following my own shadow

I feel the kiss of another

My heart is no longer shallow



Driving to my destination

I focus only on her

Wanting to… Continue

Listen to your heart

It will light your way

All you need is love

To ease the pains away



It tells of a different time and place

Searches for the inner you

Your heart always calls your name

Listen as it calls to you



Follow the dreams you've had since childhood

They know you better than you know yourself

Hearken to their knowledge

Hear the breadth of knowledge you hold inside the self



Sometimes pain seems too… Continue

Listen to my breathing

Feel my heart beat in time with yours

I am forever under your spell

Together through eternity as one



Only when I hear your voice

Or see your lovely face

And feel your spirit with me

Am I completely at ease



Waking up to the sound of your voice

Calling my name through Sleep's haze

I wish for only you in my life

True happiness is borne of the love we share



Too much time has been lost

To spend… Continue