Joined up for mental healing/ Peace

I ran away from religion 40 years ago. Never could swallow most of the stories.

I have met 3 wiccans in my 54 years. I thought them to be offbeat. But now I have started to develop a bit of insight to paganism.

I have health issues Multiple Sclerosis (MS) & Restless Leg Syndrome (RLS). I am interested in relief from there symptoms.

The MS is a lost cause. was diagnosed in May 1993. I had over 500 tests in the past 16 years. I injected myself with there A, B, C with only side effect, bad side effects. Now a days just trying to address the pain issues. I just weened myself off Methadone. Now left with the Burning Bones, Cramping pain after a month without Methadone. I an still looking a my doctor for assistance.

I just started treating my self for RLS with herb supplements, a shit pot full of stuff.

I need help treating my mind. I am very low, zero energy, not happy.

Any body with any ideas?