We have all tied ourselves to clocks and calendars and calculators for what seems like forever. It just isn't like that anymore. We are keyed into a clock that is transparent to us and to try to predict future happenings, especially on a large scale, is an exercise in frustration and will only become more so. And yes, I'm well aware of the ironies, difficulties, and the ridiculousness of trying to talk about non-linearity of time, or anything else, in a world that is based on one form of counting or another. It is upon this base that we construct intelligence.
December 21, 2012, in itself, is a lie, a subterfuge. It's not about a date -- it's about a process. We're already there, we've been immersed in the process for several years now. Are you living someplace you don't like, but can't seem to leave? It's part of the process. Are you in a relationship that is ending, no matter how you endeavor to resuscitate it? Let it go; find yourself in the process. Are you hurting and scared, more than you can remember being? You are not alone; join our circle. We will be and are doing just fine.
Souls will be leaving human bodies in great numbers during this time. Grieve and move on; they are still with us. Above all, however it occurs, don't allow yourself to take it personally. Even if it looks like you should, or someone else tries to blame you. We are all going through this time in a way that is personally appropriate and it has nothing to do with anyone else. It's so easy to attach human drama to these exits, from suicide notes to horrific accidents to prolonged and painful illness. That's just because we don't know how to just say goodbye and step aside. IT IS ALL CREATING SPACE AND CLARITY FOR THAT WHICH IS STILL TO COME.
The best thing you can do is let go of the personal and the dramatic. Yes, you probably still have to set an alarm, leave at a certain time, get to work on schedule, pick up the kids at school. Still, as much as you possibly can, LET LOOSE OF THE FAMILIAR LINEAR SECURITY. Be as "go with the flow" as you can possibly be. And, when you can't, don't beat yourself up for it. It's a binary process, on and off, forget and remember, be enlightened then be endarkened.
I am (whatever "I" means) so blessed to be here and now with all of you and all the planet. That doesn't mean it doesn't and won't look like crap sometimes. Just remember that "it" is what "it" is, and "crap" is just the evaluation we attach to it.
My mother died three months ago. I can't begin to tell you all the judgments and evaluations I have attached to that event and the situations that have arisen from it. What I can tell you is that the only real truth I know about it is that her spirit left her body on January 26, 2011 at 12:50pm PST. I was blessed enough to be there and witness it. Anything else I could say about it would be my own addition to the only real knowable truth. And remembering that is my own process and a path to follow on my way to cognizance of my own value as a source of light.
We are all beings of light; we are each other's enlightenment. YOU are a tremendous gift to everyone around you, including to me.
I hope some of this make some sort of sense. I only know I felt called to share it here.
Thank you, blessed be, namaste, and stay in the light.