Not happy today
Why do I keep speaking?
When there's not much to say?
Why keep pretending?
When I don't feel right today
I can't keep denying I am hurting you by just being around
When your doubt leads to your hurt
And I have left you bruised on the surface and bleeding within
Nothing can help this state that you’re in
Tumbling down like rain from the sky
My a tears on the brink
Begging to cry
But I must hide this pain
For to hurt you once again
Is like thunder in a spring rain
Where is the bottom, I haven't quite hit?
A candle or fire that used to be lit
Just flutters and dies and sucks away light
Then why do my eyes never tire at Night
Pins in my eyelids that never bring sleep
That strangle the sobs that they never let me weep
And all this makes for a terrible day
Where it feels like love has just fluttered away
Feathers that break when wind is too strong
The tendrils of dread, just twist round my tongue
I am left here with nothing to say
I can’t explain
Why I'm not happy today
Your heart left me alone