All Blog Posts Tagged 'sad' (4)

Not happy today

 

Why do I keep speaking?

When there's not much to say?

Why keep pretending?

When I don't feel right today

I can't keep denying I am hurting you by just being around

When your doubt leads to your hurt

And I have left you bruised on the surface and bleeding within

Nothing can help this state that you’re in

 

Tumbling down like rain from the sky

My a tears on the brink

Begging to…

Continue

LEFT

 

You're the only thing I think about

It’s so confusing I’m gonna shout

You’re the one who was hurt

And I knew then you were going to walk out

And still you're the only one I can't live without

You’re more important to me than air

Being without you I cannot bear

Us parting is so unfair

 

My mind says: you hurting her

So just leave her

But my heart won't obey

No, it won't dare!!

You…

Continue

Thoughts Of A Love Lost

 

 

I wonder what you're doing now, if you ever think of me,

the ways we loved each other, and how things used to be.

Do I blow across your mind some days, invade your dreams at night,

when love was real and we were young and held each other tight.



Broken roads we walked upon, paths trodden long ago,

now and then I do go back... Oh Yes, how I loved you so!

Distant thoughts that I remember, still can make me feel so…

Continue

So much that I cannot even enjoy the most tantric sex so I've been avoiding dates and ignoring calls. I don't want to put effort into something I don't get anything out of, And I wouldn't want to drag someone through an end which they will be hurt cause I'm so emotionally distant. Maybe some day someone will thaw my heart and take me for a wild ride.