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hi goat! doesn't matter if it was induced by hallucinogens. i'm sure you could tell the "reality" of the experience. the easiest way to get back to that "place" is to learn to lucid dream. there are many many ways to learn to do that. it's basic programming your subconscious to "wake up" in the dream, and inside the dreamworld. after that, you can go where you want. you think of the ancient guide, and you'll find him. start by asking yourself all day long, every day, as many times as you can "how do i know i'm not dreaming rigfht now" and "is this a dream"? and truly ask yourself that question several times a day. your mind will remember those questions while you're dreaming and ask itself the same when you're asleep. it's a process, but it starts there. some people do it right away and it takes a while for others.... also, tell yourself that you want to find your hands in your dreams, or that when you look down at your hands during a dream, that you will remember that you *are* dreaming. is there an email address i can reach you at? i have to much tp type out in one message here, but would love to help you and am absolutely certain i can. there are mediatative tricks too, but lucid dreaming is the best way, with more control over the experiences. the key to it all is becoming conscious during dreamsleep. you'd be suprised at all the things that are going on when you're dreaming that *you* are not aware of on any conscious level and how things change drastically when you can "wake up" during this time. send me your email address and i promise i can help you find that spirit again. i had a feeling you'd experienced that gift, and something must want it to happen again.... you know, that seems to be how this stuff works. maybe there really aren't any accidents! happy new year too. :)

I understand being busy - no worries. Reply whenever you can. Do you astral travel? Just curious - trying to find other -out-of-body-experiencers.... I could teach you a few things if you aren't already practicing (astral travel) - if you're interested. It's amazing! The most amazing experiences I've ever had in life, I can honestly say, have come through out-of-body experiences and lucid dreams. For me, many answers lie within the parts of our consciousness that in charge during "sleeping" and dreaming. Anyway....Drop me a line when you have some time. til then.... ;)

i'm bored mr goat. what're you doin'?